& I can’t describe how much it hurts. I thought everything was going to turn out fine, but now you’re dead just like the others. ‘Dad’ doesn’t ever care because he’s selfish and inconsiderate. But then again, he never cared for anyone else. Big sis — you can be pretty rash from time to time. “I don’t want to see any of that shit coming from you.” I’m sorry I’m not as emotionally stable as you are & hearing that from you just makes it worse. I’m sorry I can’t suppress my feelings. Just leave me alone and let me release all of my emotions and I’ll be fine eventually.